Thursday, October 27, 2005

Time Stap On Life

Ok... How do I start this... This message is for every woman that reads this damn thing... I have no idea why you would be attracted to me... I have no idea what you could possibly see in me... I am not who you think I am... I am not the caring attentive person you think I am... Let me tell you something... Every woman who, for some reason, made the mistake of getting involved with me has gotten hurt. every single one... I am not exaggerating on this... Each one has left my life with a broken heart... Usually after three years... Its not because I am some kind of amazing ladies man heart throb... No the reason why is quite simple... The reason is that I'm an asshole. That's right this person who you have diluted yourself into thinking is a smart, caring, tender person... Is the same as everyone else... Probably worse... I am not a beautiful and unique snowflake... I am the same decaying fecal matter as everything else. Don't get me wrong... I am trying to change but until then... You should really stay away from me... Stop comparing the way I talk, the way I dress, the way I think with your boyfriend, finance, husband... What you have is a dream and the person who you think I am is ghost... Do you know what the difference between a boyfriend and a husband is? Forty five minutes... But knowing that you have already built a life or you are already planning to build a life, or you are beginning to discover your life you should stick to your original plan before you met me... Either way I suggest that you leave me alone because this self diagnosed walking-waste of human existence is not worth saving.


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